Tuesday, February 19, 2013

Why I Continue To Wear Yellow



I like Lance Armstrong mainly for his efforts towards cancer awareness. But I never was an avid follower. I never knew why. Maybe because he is still a roadie and I am a mountain biker? Maybe because he is more concerned about draft while I more of that next drop? Maybe because he rides Trek and I ride generic?

There is a chasm that exists between being a roadie and a mountain biker which, for some of us, is a divide that is difficult to cross. For this mountain biker in particular, he finds the equipment on that side of the ridge more expensive; where size is inversely proportional to cost. He can not comprehend, for the life of him, how some tiny thing, merely because it came from the land of pizza and spaghetti, can be more expensive than his Romanian made wheelset.

Going back to Lance, I knew little of the man. If not for friends who spoke about his exploits in Leadville over our usual post-bike beer fest, I would have not known he actually ride mountainbikes and can be pretty good at it. In fact, he won that event beating a Leadville icon.

But what really stood out in my view was he had cancer and had beaten it. For one who is familiar with this illness, that introduction to the man was enough. My purpose has been defined.

So I put on the band, not for the personality who started it but because of his victory over the disease. Indeed, I wear this band for more profound reasons.

I wear this band because of the noise it made about cancer and its quest to find a cure.

I wear this band for the father who will never get to experience how to walk his daughter on her wedding day or the mother who will never know how it is to beam with pride on her son's college graduation because they lost their children to cancer.

I wear this band for the son who will never know how it is to feel his dad's enduring compassion specially on moments when all things seems lost or the daughter who will forever miss her mom's laughter while she prepares breakfast because they lost their parents to cancer.

I wear this band for those who now journey on in life with a limp because the person that gives them true strength is now gone, taken by cancer.

I wear this band for Cecille and Carmella and those like them who have gone through, some still going through, this dreadful experience called cancer.

Until cancer is finally beaten, I will wear my yellow Livestrong band.

Yes, I wear this band for more profound reasons.